Depressed...

Wow, last night was rough. Thank God for the alcohol otherwise I would still be awake. Okay, so after I got up today the first thing I did was I went and talked to Ali. I opened up and told her everything. I told her how I felt about her and then I asked her why she was married 5 previous times. After an awkward moment of silence, she told me that she uses guys. She likes to feel powerful and in control of her men. After awhile she gets bored with them and convinces them to divorce her. And during some marriages she found another guy and married them once she was single. Basically, she told me that she was a floozy! I guess I should of listened to the Pardoner but instead I let my heart make my decisions instead of my mind.